Hmm

In certain situations I'm never sure how to be.  

Friends of mine tell me I crush on celebrities because it's safe, I subconsciously know no harm can come to me from my feelings for these unknowables. Prior to this, I hadn't really considered this as a reason, I really wasn't searching for any kind of explanation at all. But what I'm now questioning, is, if I somehow seek out people in my real life that only will hurt me. Why is this? 

I mean, we all know someone who is also attracted to shitty people right? Or just always ends up in shitty situations, with anything. I have never been one of these people. But I am starting to wonder if I somehow have become one...

Over thinking things never brings me anything good.